It’s not like saying this would make him move, and suddenly going out to find Leonie Almaz is ridiculous too.
Haste makes waste!
Hoping that this modern theory would work to some extent, I sighed deeply.
Gerlach, who had been staring at my face for a while, smiled brightly and said.
“I just want to play with you here. Liberata Bernadette.”
I reflexively gripped the blanket tightly.
As he said, I had been chattering like a parrot until now, but my throat was suddenly blocked, and I couldn’t say a word.
Because his gaze was too persistent, because his eyes were so subtle, I felt the alcohol that had dropped to my toes slowly rising.
“I want to hear more of your story.”
He had a very sensual scent.
His face, seen up close, was so perfect that it was hard to describe.
“My story?”
Gerlach still couldn’t take his eyes off me, full of curiosity.
But unfortunately, I didn’t have much to say to Gerlach.
I was just a character created to make the heroine stand out.
A woman filled with envy and jealousy, tightly wound with misplaced inferiority.
No, I had to be such a woman.
The only memories of my past life that I can talk about are running away to avoid death and dying in various ways.
What more can I say here?
“I am just a close friend of the Countess of Almaz… just an ordinary daughter of a Marquis.”
It was when I said that.
Gerlach frowned his straight and beautiful face as if he didn’t like my answer.
“That’s a strange answer.”
“……”
“Usually, when talking about oneself, one doesn’t start by saying they are a friend of someone else.”
Of course, but isn’t Leonie a special case?
However, strangely, Gerlach’s words touched something deep inside my heart.
It’s not like I had a big complaint about living a life that wasn’t the protagonists.
I just wanted to live a normal and quiet life.
“In fact, I don’t really know who I am.”
It was an impulsive statement.
But somehow, I couldn’t stop.
“What kind of person I am, why I am living like this. Is there a reason to live? Why am I here? This is not where I live.”
I should have stopped even now.
“Everything is confusing and scary right now.”
In the end, I ended up making such an emotional confession.
Was it because of the atmosphere that made me feel like I had to say something?
Was it the problem of drinking too much?
Or was it because of his gaze that never once left me?
The frame that I had to be a villainess always choked me.
Even if I didn’t do anything bad, the same results always came back, leading to today’s reckless behavior.
But the moment I uttered the word “scared,” I faced the anxiety I had been trying so hard to ignore.
At that moment, Gerlach slowly opened his mouth.
“What is it that makes you so troubled?”
“I don’t know either. I’m just afraid of everything.”
The reason I couldn’t continue speaking was purely because of Gerlach.
He reached out his large, warm hand and wrapped it around my shoulder.
As I collapsed into his arms, my body and mind melted at the human warmth I hadn’t felt in a long time.
I knew I shouldn’t, but I didn’t want to escape.
Even though he didn’t say anything, I could feel that he was comforting me.
It didn’t matter how long we had spent together or what he knew about me.
In this dark and cozy bedroom, there was only a woman engulfed in indescribable fear and a man who felt sorry for her.
“I don’t think I’m normal. This me, I mean.”
Everything surrounding me is so unrealistic.
It feels like I’m the only one who’s not normal here.
I shouldn’t be here anyway.
I couldn’t continue speaking and looked up at Gerlach.
In his eyes, which shone with a mysterious reddish-brown light like those of a beast, was a girl who was utterly intimidated.
For a moment, I wished he would keep looking at me like this.
No, I shouldn’t get involved with this man.
As I tried to slip out of his arms, ignoring the impulsive words I had just said, Gerlach tightened his grip on my shoulder, preventing me from escaping, and whispered.
“I feel like kissing the lips that say they’re scared.”
“……”
“Am I normal now?”
There was no time to answer.
I think I just nodded a couple of times to the question.
The red and vivid lips didn’t wait for my answer.
Gerlach cupped my cheeks with both hands and pressed his lips against my barren ones.
Very carefully and slowly.
Something soft and tender touches the most sensitive skin.
A thrilling but unfamiliar pleasure.
It was so stimulating and addictive that I thought in my mind that it shouldn’t be done, but I couldn’t stop.
I slightly lifted my eyelids and looked up at him.
His elegantly curled eyelashes are very alluring.
‘What should I do?’
But that thought was only for a moment, and I tightly closed my eyes again.
It seemed like I could escape if I pushed him away, but I didn’t feel like doing so.
The languid smile on his lips had broken down even the last bit of reason.
I gently reached out and hugged Gerlach.
I thought his skin would be white and delicate, but when I actually caressed it with my palm, I felt smooth yet firm skin.
“Oh my goodness.”
I bit my lip at the exclamation that burst out without my realizing it, and I heard him chuckle.
“No, I mean, the reason I was surprised…”
In my confusion, I just said anything. As I was about to cover my mouth again, Gerlach grabbed my hand. Then he pulled it forward and placed it on his chest.
“!”
Oh my goodness.
Isn’t the front even harder?
This time, I didn’t force my gaping mouth shut. When I looked up at Gerlach with a surprised expression, he squinted his eyes and smiled.
“Lewd.”
“What? No, who’s really being lewd right now?”
“Who’s the one who’s been touching all this time?”
Just as I was about to retort that he was the one who told me to touch, Gerlach fell into my arms, seemingly to prevent my rebuttal.
Then, without any hesitation, he slipped his hand inside my underwear. When I tensed up in surprise, Gerlach’s touch softened gently.
“Are you tense?”
I felt an impulse to kiss the tender gaze looking down at me.
It was impulsive, and I knew I shouldn’t.
Instead of answering, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.
If today is the last day, and if I die because of this in this life.
Well, it can’t be helped.
It’s not like I haven’t died once or twice before.
Thinking that way made me a bit bolder.
“No, I think I’m excited.”
As soon as I finished speaking, Gerlach cupped my face. Then he started sucking on my lips roughly.
He held and released them as if he would swallow me whole, intertwining his rough and coarse breath. It felt like I was facing a completely different person from the one who had shown a languid smile just a moment ago.
Starting from where his breath touched, a hot sensation spread throughout every corner of my body.
It was an unfamiliar and special pleasure I had never felt before.
Even if the world were to split in two tomorrow, I wanted to enjoy this moment right now.
Well, it’s not like I’m going to ruin everything right now, right?
It might have been because of the moderate level of intoxication.
I tightened my arms around Gerlach, trying to soothe my dizzy mind. He was the man who had killed me countless times, but today, he was treating me as if I were the most precious thing in the world.
The thrilling sensation from that strange disparity captured me like a snare.
At that moment, Gerlach’s touch became bolder, and he took my exposed breast into his mouth.
“Agh!”
A strange sound escaped between my lips as his wet tongue touched a sensitive spot. My stomach felt ticklish, and I couldn’t keep my legs still.
“You, Liberata.”
It wasn’t a death sentence, but I instinctively shrank my neck like a turtle. However, he didn’t care and lifted my skirt.
His hand, which had been slowly caressing from my calf, now embraced my thigh. As he applied pressure, I had no choice but to spread my legs helplessly.
“Ah.”
At that moment, Gerlach buried his head between my cold thighs. Startled, I tensed my legs, but his tongue touched my pussy, making my intention futile.
“Soft.”
This time, I couldn’t respond or react in any way. I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I just swallowed dryly.
I could feel his gaze examining the most intimate part of me, his gaze touching my wet pussy.
“I’m curious about you.”
His gentle voice climbed up my thigh. As I gasped for breath, something that would change everything began.
“Agh!”
Something thick and straight entered without warning. The emptiness between my legs felt like it was about to explode, and his thing kept thrusting endlessly.
“Ugh!”
It was as if he was punishing me for running away from him all this time, yet he kept finding and killing me.
I twisted my waist and groaned, enduring the relentless sensation. But that was only for a moment; my body tensed up, and I couldn’t react below my stomach.
This intense and fierce movement made me wish it would stop immediately, yet at the same time, I hoped it would never end.
“Agh!”
The thrusts didn’t stop. The wet sounds filled the room, and it seemed like it would only end after dragging me into the abyss, cruel and persistent.
Unlike me, who was exhausted, Gerlach didn’t seem to be tired at all. Every time I tried to bring my knees together, he planted his legs firmly on the bed and thrust even harder.
“Agh, Agh!”
I let out a scream-like groan. There was no other way. It was the only way to endure this stimulation.
I couldn’t predict what consequences today’s impulsive actions would bring.
I just decided to leave it to fate, as I always have.
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